purging

Stayed up all night again. Slept all day. I can't seem to get in the right pattern. It's frustrating. I went to the lounge last night and made a rice side dish. 600 calories. I ate most of it, I purged most of it. I felt so guilty afterwards I couldn't hold it in. I have nothing in my stomach. Nothing eaten except for the side dish since Monday I think. It is getting easier. I did not have the desire to eat until 4 AM this morning. It's all out. I'm OK right? If I keep going like this, I should be 110 by the time I go home.
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